Elle Ess Dee

This is all a lie reaching in the dark
I never tried but this isn’t me
My head is killing me
What drugs do i take to make them go away
And if i ingest these pills, what demons will awake in me
I won’t be sticking around
I’m high as hell i won’t come down
Visions i am having seem to be all too real
The warmth has taken over and i am not myself
All feelings of guilt and doubt will have left me
My head is a mile above the earth
I will walk backwards and end up right in front of me
These walls will drip and part at my will
I own the sun
I can make my own endings
I have seen my end
The crown!
My own fingers will break the jewels i create
I will kill the crown that has watched over me
I will hold my own severed head in my fuckin' bloody hands
This is not how i expect it to end
I’m a fucking sell out you should have known
Did you fucking think i would last this long?