Amaranthine

Tell me why everything I write is about you?
What will it steal from me this time?
This hand has been broken twice, legs coated in lines
I guess my body won’t ever forget you
There’s just no fucking hope in sight
So I down another bottle
I’ll make it through the night
But not my heart, not my heart
And I knew that it would only hurt from the get go
I feel too much, I overlove
And I trully suck at finding reasons to let go
I guess this time I’ll overdose
Love you to death but I’m sick of it
Just want you out, want you out of my system
Wish you could taste your own medecine
Nicotine, novocaine keeps me running
I wanna drink and forget the taste
Just wanna drive 'til I crash in the sunset
So if you care, just a little bit
Then let me kill all we are when I’m leaving
Now tell me why all our wishes never came true?
Was it all promised to fade out with the lights in our eyes?
If time can’t be taken twice and bones are soaking in wine
I guess that none of our vices are really brand new
Now the memories shoot at sight
And I’m downing every bottles
I’ll make it through the night
But not my heart, not my heart
Love you to death but I’m sick of it
Just want you out, want you out of my system
Wish you could taste your own medecine
Nicotine, novocaine keeps me running
I wanna drink and forget the taste
Just wanna drive 'til I crash in the sunset
So if you care, just a little bit
Just let me kill all we are