Sober Enough

Last night I had that dream again
That one where I am fighting my evil twin
He had his hands around my throat, i’m thinking he can win
I woke up gasping for air, i’m struggling to breathe it in
Realize I was standing on stage just as the beat kicked in
Sometimes the lights is too bright in your face to see within
Cause people lying, people dying, people sin
And we get high and we forget and we pretend
Like we know every damn thing when we don’t know shit
That’s why i’m over it, that’s why i’m ultra lit
Imma sin till my problems seem they like they don’t exist
Then sip again when i’m sober enough to notice it
Sober enough to notice it
Then sip again when I’m sober enough to notice it
Imma sin till my problems seem like they don’t exist
Then sip again when i’m sober enough to notice it
I hope I live till i’m older enough to know some shit
Or at least I know I ain’t shit for knowing it
My thoughts collide till I reach a peak that ain’t no one hit
Though it seems I keep it together like so sewing kits
It’s so intense, i’m dope as shit, they so convinced
But I’m broke as shit, Can’t pay rent with common sense
Meanwhile i’m just making music and sparking spliffs
I free-style till I feel like i’m losing consciousness
Sometimes I guess it’s not obvious to see godliness
Like all the sacred geometry in a nautilus
Under Los Angeles sky through all this smogginess
And everyday perfect, that’s probably what the problem is
(Sober enough to notice it, sober enough to notice it)
Sober enough to notice it
Then sip again when I’m sober enough to notice it
Imma sin till my problems seem like they don’t exist
Then sip again when i’m sober enough to notice it