In Too Deep

Okay tell me how to feel when I’m in too deep
She’s a surgeon, put me under in control of me
She gon' love me now, when my bag gets deep
She gon' break my heart and be gone next week
Tell me how I can heal
Time’s slow so I can’t deal with the pain again in my own head
The anxiety that’s crushing in
How I deal with myself when my heads in the clouds and I can’t get control of
me?
She gon' tell me how it is and then switch
How it goes, you could never see what I see
It’s okay when you talk about it
It’s okay when I think about it
What’s left unsaid is how I miss you in my bed
What’s left unsaid is how you probably want me dead
Tell me what is real?
When time moves but I stand still
Tell me how I feel
When time moves but I stand still