stick n pokes

I was yours, you were mine
I should’ve known I was wasting your time
I couldn’t grow, I wanted to die
Now whenever you text me, I can’t reply
So I guess I’ll go get stoned
And wonder why you haven’t come back home
(I wanna give myself stick and pokes)
(I wanna) laugh so hard I lose my throat
And now I’ve found someone that truly fucking cares
Doesn’t look the other way when I’m alone or in despair
Doesn’t act like I’m the reason that my parents wouldn’t cope
With the fact that I’m a loser so they left me on my own
She won’t leave me in the smoke
When I’m sad, alone or broke
She gon' keep me on my toes
She gon' hold me hella close
She gon' be there in the end
When I’m lyin' in my bed
She gon' tell me how she love me
She could never play pretend
I was yours, you were mine
I should’ve known I was wasting your time
I couldn’t grow, I wanted to die
Now whenever you text me, I can’t reply
So I guess I’ll go get stoned
And wonder why you haven’t come back home
(I wanna give myself stick and pokes)
(I wanna) laugh so hard I lose my throat
And my heart fuckin' bursts
When I’m lookin' at her
She’s the one that I need
She’s the one I deserve
She’s the reason I breathe
She’s the reason I heal
She’s the one that I want
And that’s just how I feel