In My Bed

Little things become everything
When you wouldn’t think that they would
Little things weigh so heavily
Take my energy 'til it’s gone
I wanna be alone
But all these emotions
Won’t leave me alone
I’m tryna, I’m tryna
I’m tryna stop them
Losing my control
Hypothetically
I could let it go easy
But I’m still, I’m still
I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
In my bed about it
I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
In my bed about it
I’m not usually like this
I’m not usually like this
But I’m still, I’m still
I’m still in my bed
Turn this pillowcase
To the cooler side
Give me something I can’t feel
'Cause I wanna turn a page
Wanna rearrange
Swing the doors right open in my mind
I wanna be alone
But all these emotions
Won’t leave me alone
I’m tryna, I’m tryna
I’m tryna stop them
Losing my control (My control)
But hypothetically
I could let it go easy
But I’m still, I’m still
I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
In my bed about it
I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
In my bed about it (Bed about it)
I’m not usually like this
I’m not usually like this
But I’m still, I’m still
I’m still in my bed about it
(Bed about it, bed about it)
But I’m still, I’m still
I’m still in my bed about it
(Bed about it, bed about it)
But I’m still, I’m still
I’m still in my bed about it
Something chemical inside me
Messin' with my mind
And I can’t help but feel like
I’m feeling like someone else
(Someone else)
Something animal inside me
Tryin' to remind me
There’s no need to worry about it
And lose myself
But I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
In my bed about it (Bed about it)
I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
In my bed about it (I…)
I’m not usually like this (I'm not usually like)
I’m not usually like this (I'm not usually like)
But I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
In my bed about it
I’m still in my bed, I’m still in my bed
(Bed about it, bed about it)
But I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
I’m still in my bed about it
I’m still in my bed, I’m still in my bed
(Bed about it, bed about it)
But I’m still, I’m still, I’m still
I’m still in my bed