Spark

Selling lighters at the gasoline reservoirs
Hoping for a spark
Instance leading to the next
Hoping my existence leaves a mark
We’re all connected
Feet on the same ground
Yet I’m hell bound
For painting a new image that
Consciousness is a privilege
We get for doing nothing
No choice to be here but
Free will like my blood pumping
Through the chambers
We label on the diagrams
That wouldn’t exist without the chambers
Yet we call this life a hologram
Even considering the dangers
Of cutting off circulation
I need a spark
Give me a light
I’m in the dark
My minds stuck
Not in thought but the bone
Never ending
When times a sundial made out of stone
This shit’s endless
Like the stars we can’t count but we keep counting
Distracting ourselves by flipping coins into a fountain
Making wishes when our lives are drowning
Take a breath —
Just distractions to your true purpose
Keep working on your shit ‘til it’s no less than perfect
I should take my own advice
'Cause I’ve been chasing the same old price
Halfway gone rolling the same old dice
On my bullshit I’m smoking the same old spice
Searching for a passion in the same old heights
I need the new nights, new lights, new sights
Don’t think twice
This ain’t no suicide
Not enough life to suffice
Got an open mind with the closed eyes
Cast a shadow on the world fuck a sunrise
Upside down then drown
Can’t avoid the capsize
The shit is closer than it appears
Eyes peeled at the horizons light
When I got no sleep
I’m reap-in that shuteye
Look into my mind
Insomnia got me up
Fuck it’s obvious
Sublime nausea
Excuse my sloppiness
I’m done with all this shit
I’m done with all that shit
Call me a bitch for all the bark
I said fuck it
I guess I’d rather be in the dark
Hit the switch