What Have I Become

Could I crave for the cave
Question
Dark plays well when you’re young
Lesson
Architect
Been stressed since a youngin'
Why?
Must the penalty be paid and petrified
Memories fade
New ones made
A shadow will appear in the veil
In which I lay
Shallow
Disconnected with a heavy burden
With my cherry we be curving fast away
Running from the storm dodging every thunder
I undermine the lightning
A hundred miles and widening
Could I stay for the curtain fall
No lie
I stand a wicked soul
Up in a caroussel I die
Whut?
I treid to be a better man
I ain’t changed
Remember momma holding hands
Museng’ya
Even birds are chained to the sky
What I have become
A shadow or a gun
Future reminiscing
What have I been missing
Certain things just can not be undone
What have I become?