Stay

I wonder if you’d stay
If you knew the things I’ve kept away
I wonder what you’d do
Would you charge me with your hate
You never really knew
Just how terribly I needed you
You were nowhere to be found
I was falling fast into the ground
Have I lost, have I lost you
I hurt myself that night
There was no one there to end the fight
Remember what I did
He was no one really
Just a kid
Have I lost, have I lost you
I drank for you and me
Much too much, but not enough, you see
I thought that it’s ok
Dying slowly just today
Have I lost, have I lost you