Vanity

Every night your face appears next to my bed
I’m just gonna feel the pain inside of my head
No it’s not you that im sorry about it’s the things that i do
Places been faces seen motions i’ve been through
I’ve been making my music
But can’t climb the ladders
Im just a sad boy who is
Stuck in his fears
I dont think that i can make it
Now its enough, i can’t fake it
I can’t cope with all of it
I just wanna live a bit
Sending me meaningless texts
Tell me now what you expect
Don’t you have any self respect
I don’t get your mindset
I’ve been stuck inside my head
I’ve been dreading future
Can’t paint a picture of it
I guess it’s not my feature
Trapped in the reality
Can’t escape profanity
Think im losing my sanity
For your fucking vanity