Kiss I Miss

I don’t know what to say, it’s finally done
Sad lonely broken people together
Well, wasn’t that fun?
Curious lack of trust we could not rise above
The ambitions and petty deceptions
That shattered our love
What happened to me
That I couldn’t see
And I allowed it to come to this?
Lost sight of myself
Derided my vision
Betrayed my heart for a kiss
A kiss I still miss
You called me «petulant» drunkenly
Then quaffed to quell
While you dreamed of «a man with career, confidence, and wealth»
Maybe someday you’ll realize
That love is truly the only way anybody ever gets free
That’s what I used to think
What happened to me
That I couldn’t see
And I allowed it to come to this?
Lost sight of myself
Derided my vision
Betrayed my heart for a kiss
A kiss I still miss
I don’t blame you now
I was lost now I’m found
But I’m still looking around
What I see with you gone and perspective is more of myself
Though it’s difficult to imagine dreaming with somebody else
I’ve been riding the train to the ocean and the sunrise there
I’ve been thinking less lately of moonlight and smelling your hair
What happened to me
That I couldn’t see
And I allowed it to come to this?
Lost sight of myself
Derided my vision
Betrayed my heart for a kiss
A kiss I still miss
A kiss I still miss
A kiss I still miss