There for You

Find a way
Swear that I’ma find a way
Swear that if I find out
That you happy
I’ma fly away
I thought it felt good to have you here
But now I think it’s fear
Underestimating tears
Down playing you
Over looking your strength
Knowing life is expensive
Hoping you that you don’t break
Hoping you never broke
Hoping you see the growth
Love the image of you
Still love the you that I know
Okay
Maybe I ain’t see this coming true
But maybe everything I wanted
Was this thing with me and you
Maybe I was just too young
Maybe I just needed time
Maybe we just need to talk
Or maybe we just ain’t aligned
Love the way you
Act
Like its not for me
Say I’m right here
And I don’t plan to leave
Hate it when you say
What you have to do
Through everything bad
I was there for you
How many fresh starts
Were needed
For me to see what I had
How much accountability
Did it take to pull out the facts
How much pain did I cause you
This time for real I’m sorry
Enough with acting famous
I’m addressing you as Tommy
This some
One on one
Sorry for all the pain
Love you for all you did
Smile through all the rain
They say
We all the good guys
In our own eyes
But no
I was the worst
And there’s no reason to lie
Truth over feelings
Love over pride
Freedom over
Ties
But I’ll still always call you mine
The distance
Felt pure but still surreal
So much left to say
I hope you hear enough to heal
Love the way you
Act
Like its not for me
Say I’m right here
And I don’t plan to leave
Hate it when you say
What you have to do
Through everything bad
I was there for you