Goddamn

It’s a cause that makes me suicidal
It’s all the same to me just comic books and bibles
The righteous man wasn’t right he was just a man
I gripped onto faith but it shattered in my hand
Goddamn the hand that holds back the man
So I razor blade the truth to gut out the facts
I didn’t find proof so I sat back and laughed
All the will that I wasted and the hope that it took
They still talk about god like they read it in a book
Goddamn the hand that holds back the man
Dear god, don’t walk away we need to talk about this and all the
Unheard prayers and the childhood I missed
I wonder why you won’t answer me
Then I realize you don’t exist