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I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired
I think I’ll throw up anyway
I’m only here for the free coffee
Please don’t try and make me stay
I can feel it
I tried to not feel anything
I must have blinked
'Cause they’re all getting married
What happened to 19
Let me disembark the ride
And rejoin the line before I started panicking
I can feel it
I tried to not feel anything
So can we tap the brakes
Before I suffocate
I’m not used to
Feeling this way
We eat dinner on the floor on Friday nights
On a patch ridden yellow rug
Watching the same three movies on repeat
Until they warped or gave up
Then came the friend I was looking for
I drew him from the same page
What I wanted to do whatever?
? they moved away
So can we tap the brakes
Before I suffocate
I’m not used to
Feeling this way
I feel it
I feel it all
I feel it
I feel it all
I feel it
I feel it all
I’ve sunken down to the?
There’s pain in my chest
Came back for more
It’s the? from when I died in my dream
So can we tap the brakes
Before I suffocate
I’m not used to
Feeling this way
So can we tap the brakes
Before I suffocate
I’m not used to
Feeling this way