Shared Name

Change or stay the same
I don’t care anymore
I’ve seen you grow weak
And I know that you see now
That I’ve grown bored
Call me detached
I’ve built a case against
Every friend I’ve ever had
I always wanted to be just like you
Until I found myself miserable
At twenty two
I was always too small in my head
To be half as tough as you were
When you were a kid
And the first sixteen were the worst
I never found a bag big enough
To hold all my hurt
And I’m glad I finally bought your attention
Just sorry it took so long
Now I’ve done some things
In our shared name
And it was almost too late
Before I realized I was wrong
So change
Or stay the same
You’re not superman anymore
It’s warmer now
But the chills still linger
From when you weren’t around
Ive pushed it down so long
That the words are falling off my tongue
I used to see it as you pick me up
But you just call me out when I fall down