Going Down

I’m going down
To the river
To drown myself
Oh baby
I’m going down
To drown myself
Because my baby
Is loving someone else
I’m going down
Yes to drown myself
Because my baby
Is loving someone else
Now you know that’s why I’m going down
I know this feeling so well, not feeling so well
This heartache, this old hell, trying to find my old self
Still, bracing for a cold spell, snow fell
About to book a suite at the Heartbreak hotel
In a minute I’m a turn into the shining
Cause these days are pretty cloudy I can’t see a silver lining
Calls it like I sees it, keeps the focus on surviving
Cause these folks will try to tell you it gets better but they’re lying
Reminiscing over arguments and past wrongs
For the first time I’m relating to those sad songs
It’s for the best, put your glasses on
What good is my half, when my better half is gone
(baby, well I’ve got to go)
I’m a head into the river I’m a take a swim
I’m a sink into the water while the record spins
Tonight I’m going down
I’m going down
To drown myself
Because my baby
Is loving someone else
I’m going down
Yes to drown myself
Because my baby
Is loving someone else
Now you know that’s why I’m going down
Minutes into hours and hours start pushing limits
Cross me over with the quickness I couldn’t predict your pivot
Put an end to the future that we were dreaming about
Now I’m feeling home sick without leaving the house
Staying haunted by the past it’ll poison me too
Found the rest of our memories on the soles of your shoes
So i’ll dive into the river, while i’m holding the rock
Down until the last bubble rises up to the top
Naw
I’m swimming, my arms still spinning
You thought you were winning but this is just the beginning
My hearts still beating you can hear it in the drums
Said enough is enough and I bet it toughens me up
Feeling better than ever I pull myself to the ground
You left me all alone and you thought I would drown
But the river ain’t nothing without you weighing me down
Way down in my heart
Way down in my heart!
I’m going down
To drown myself
Because my baby
Is loving someone else
I’m going down
Yes to drown myself
Because my baby
Is loving someone else
Now you know that’s why I’m going down