All Is Lost

If gods a witness then be a witness
Im going for a walk
through reflection to redemption
ive lost time and love on talk
please release me, i’ve never been me
never to belong
make this mean something because
all is lost
the world just stays the same
when all is lost
your world just stays the same
Your words unfold me, denial scolds me
Not a person any more
Pack my feelings with lack of meaning
How can you not love your flesh and blood?
You love the one upon the cross
See him bleeding, my heart is beating
Because…
No mom!
No Dad!
I’ll never be the son you had
I’m yearning to be free
You’ll never ever hear the end of me
No more, that’s right I’ve got the will inside to fight
Stand up and make a mark
Be a light that guides you through the dark
Not covered up
Never regret
Never again masquerading