Inside a Serial Killer's Mind

It’s a burning fury inside of me
And if you didn’t walk a mile in my shoes shut your mouth
You ain’t no me no where I came from so shut your mouth now
You heard me
I’ve been bread to be a serial killer let me digress
From a very young age I was abused physically from the family
In the streets of school I was tortured by the bullies one day I snapped
My BF Tracy told me I ran up in the woods I came back climbed a ladder
On the galvanize I repeatedly banged my head
Bang (4 times) until the blood gush poured out through my head
When I came to I didn’t have a clue what the hell is wrong with you
It’s nothing but the truth I don’t know how to speak anything other than the
truth
And that’s the proof that I was bread to be a serial killer a murderer
That’s just what I feel inside the darkness it’s inside me and it’s taking over
My mind and my brain sometimes I feel like I’m insane
But all these years I’ve controlled it and not snapped yet
But this economy it’s driving me to the edge I’m going under and I just can’t
breath
I have to kill I want to kill fight the will you gots to chill (Repeat 2)
Milton Joseph God rest his soul he was the bully that put me over the edge
Cause I tell you what he made me so angry every year he use to pick on me
One day in the lunch line he took a ply wood On October 31st and slammed it in
my head
I closed my eyes and I cried and I opened up my eyes and to his surprise
Boy did he push me over the edge stabbed him repeatedly with a metal fork until
he bled
Ha ha ha ha it felt so good I let out all those years of frustration and now I
don’t know
If I can go back to the way things were because I can’t help myself
I have to kill I want to kill fight the will you gots to chill (Repeat 4)
This song is about the realization that hit me like a ton of bricks.
I only hope that it hits many other Americans before it’s too late