Amulet

If I could die tonight,
I would not think twice.
I would take the step
right over the edge
eternally, I have wondered why
as all of the days go by,
I’m always the one who gets left behind
I’m always the one who gets left behind
I can see, you’ve forgot about me
I’m nothing more than a memory
the ghost of half the man I used to be
we fell apart in perfect symmetry.
we fell apart in perfect symmetry
am I nothing?
More than a figment, of my own imagination
never ending.
Thought left circling in contemplation
a wandering soul,
without any destination
am I despair?
Am I despair
I’ve developed infatuations
intertwined by hallucinations they have become my only inspiration
I realize life’s foundation,
has become manipulation
no one really cares.
a moment, I have waited for with such
anticipation
I’ll exhale my last breath with no sense of hesitation
my aura
has lost
all of it’s illumination
if you wish to vanish.
follow my demonstration
I can show you how to disappear
I am nothing.
more than a figment, of my own imagination
never ending.
thought left circling in contemplation
a wandering soul, without any destination
I am despair
I am nothing
I am despair.