So Far Away (Recalibrated)

I am right here with you
I couldn’t be more close
Pretending that I’m in this moment
When I’m only a ghost
I listen to the words you’re saying
Words I’m fighting to believe
It’s like I’m living from a distance
Where you’re out of reach
I want to feel it, want to mean it when I say it
Can you hear me at all?
And I feel so far away, far away from everything
Outside, wondering where I got lost
I throw my arms up in the air
Why do I disappear?
How can your love be so close, when I’m so far away?
Remember when you found me drowning?
Pulled me from the deepest end
I promised I would never leave you
But now I’m drowning again
It’s killing me with every breath
Witnessing the life I’ve left
Only you know who I am
I’m reaching out my hand
I want to feel it, want to mean it when I say it
Can you hear me at all?
And I feel so far away, far away from everything
Outside, wondering where I got lost
I throw my arms up in the air
Why do I disappear?
How can your love be so close
When I’m so far away?
I’m so far away, I’m so far away
I’m so far away, I’m so far away
I’m so far away, yeah
And I don’t want to waste time living a half life
Are you listening?
Give it back to me
I remember everything, the way it used to be
Yeah, give it back to me
Yeah, give it back to me
I hear your voice, but inside I’m lost
And I feel so far away, far away from everything
Outside, wondering where I got lost
I throw my arms up in the air
Why do I disappear?
How can your love be so close, when I’m so far away?
Oh, I’m so far away
Oh, I’m so far away, yeah, yeah, yeah