Self Sabotage

I’ve got the devil chillin' on my shoulder
Telling me that soon it’s gonna be over
'Cause why would anybody get closer to me?
So tell me, what am I waiting for?
Do I think that there must be something more?
One year in and I’m out the door, complete
If I’m honest
I’ve come to hate myself tonight
I do this every time
Why do I keep fucking good things up?
Runnin' from the ones I love the most
Show me how to let somebody in
Seven-hundred nights I’ve spent alone
I self-sabotage, I self-sabotage
I self-sabotage every little thing
Every little thing
I know that I’m hard to love
I understand that you’ve had enough
Round and round, the same cycle
Can make you feel like a psycho
If I’m honest
I’ve come to hate myself tonight
I do this every time
Why do I keep fucking good things up?
Runnin' from the ones I love the most
Show me how to let somebody in
Seven-hundred nights I’ve spent alone
I self-sabotage, I self-sabotage
I self-sabotage every little thing
Every little thing
I self-sabotage, I self-sabotage
I self-sabotage every little thing
Every little thing
Why do I keep fucking good things up?
Runnin' from the ones I love the most
Show me how to let somebody in
Seven-hundred nights I’ve spent alone
I self-sabotage, I self-sabotage
I self-sabotage every little thing
Every little thing