bye

Should kept the love that I gave you
You throw it away from your view
But I cannot blame on you
And I don’t even hate you
It is also my fault
That I love you with all my heart
I didn’t know you could be like that
7 years you just tear it all apart
I just want to let you know that I didn’t want you go
Even when you do this do that and hurt me more and more
And all the things we have been through since a long time ago
Seems just like another life lesson before we all grow
It started when I start to care more
Watching you more often than before
But it just makes you sick, ignore me, until you really done for
You pretend I dont exist
Wasn’t supposed to end like this
But it all come to a result that make me so pissed and can not resist
So it all end now, hope you get what you are looking for
Hope that you are always doing better than before
Hope your life is happier
Hope you find a better nicer loyal man
I wish you all the best, cos that’s the only thing I can
You say you love me and I love you more than that
But when I showed you, you had never show me back
Talking about you in every songs that I make
Just to know you never loved me like I do and that’s the fact
You say you love me and I love you more than that
But when I showed you, you had never show me back
Talking about you in every songs that I make
Just to know you never loved me like I do and that’s the fact
I’m not gonna forget you, even I’m not in your mind
Maybe that’s the reason I always thinking about you all the time
Maybe that’s because I was blind
To the fact you’re that kind
Of person who loves to left a wound to other person you find
You were the first thing in my mind when I wake up and the last before I sleep
You were the source of my strength, when I crumble and I feel weak
The only topic when I speak, the only girl who tastes my lips
But look what you have done, I don’t know why you fucking did it
Maybe I shouldn’t give you the second chance, the second bullet to shoot me
again
So I don’t need to feel the same pain
The scar from last time still remain
Your name stuck in my brain
There’s this feeling I can’t explain
Like even after all of this, why the fuck my love is still the same
Told you I’m loving you till I’m dead
I should take back what I said
Should listen to what my mama said
To leave you alone and just forget
To delete you from my head
And just pick other girl instead
You know what, matter of fact you’re first in a list of my regrets