I Feel Bad

I should be out in that driveway stoppin' you
Tears should be rollin' down my cheek
And I don’t know why
I’m not fallin' apart like I usually do
And how the thought of losin' you’s not killin' me
I feel bad
That I can stand here strong, cold as stone
Seems so wrong, I can’t explain it
Maybe it’s just I’ve cried so much
I’m tried and I’m numb, baby I hate it
I feel bad
That I don’t feel bad
I could let myself be angry over wasted time
And sad about just throwin' love away
Yeah, I almost wish my heart was breaking
But I can’t lie
All I want to do is turn the page
That I don’t feel bitter, alone
I just feel it’s time — it’s time to move on
I just gotta move on and on and on and on — yeah
Maybe it’s just I’ve cried so much
I’m tired and I’m numb, oh baby I hate it
I feel bad
That I don’t feel bad
No, I don’t feel bad