Born in the Dark

born in the dark, with black hair and a mark
supposed to bring me luck
obsessed with the color of a blood covered skin
obsessed with the sex I was put together in
music stole my heart and the mind was already fucked
music from the start 'till my heart bleeds the final drop
poison was alluring from the first sip of it
but now I’m yearning, knee-deep in all this shit
never meant to become a man
but you saw one in me still
see I’m more Peter Pan or Mowgli
but sick, troubled, ill
never meant to become a man
by standards I’m not even close
but I’m far better now, with you
I’m manning up as the beard grows
for every two times I’ve stepped up
I’ve fucked up once but that’s what I get
ever since that night at the bar
it’s hard to regret
but I’m still obsessed with the color of a thick-blood-covered skin
still obsessed with sex, but the one that you and I are in
I knew very soon there was no escaping from this fate
and I had never wanted this badly to f… to get laid
I knew from the minute we kissed that you would be mine
now we’re married, we got kids
what a wonderful time
I love all your marks, you’ve got something in your eye…
we’re both fucked and borderline but it’s not a waste of time…
I love all your marks, I love the scars on your thighs
-now say you’ll come to me lets celebrate with wine
we’re both fucked and borderline but it’s not a waste of time
-this screen is not enough I need you by my side
I love all your witchery, I love it when you lie
-please say you’ll come to me lets celebrate with wine
we’re both fucked and borderline but it’s not a waste of time
-music is not enough I need you by my side
I love your misery, I love it when you cry
-music is not enough I need you by my side
I love your purity, I wish you’d never die
-music is not enough I need you by my side