Alive But Dead

As I walk the streets I feel no pain,
there is no love or hate, cant see no certain state Im in.
And a hog laid itself on my heart
like this misty morning as this cloudy day begins.
Still I wonder should I be afraid
about whats happening and how long has it been — dont know.
Why did come this shadow in my head
like I have lost my soul, like Im alive but dead.
As I walk the streets I feel no fear,
although I notice that there is no feeling anymore.
And I try to send my mind back to the times
when I was able to live something to the core.
Dark, dark as the grave, my heart is dead,
Im just a slave to what theyve said. (this decay)
Still Im alive but I feel dead.
Dark, dark as the grave, my heart is dead
Im just a slave to when you call. (my disease)
Still Im alive but I must be dead.
Alive but dead
cant fill my head
Darkness, theres darkness everywhere
You gotta help me out of here,
I dont want to stay alive without the capability to feel !