Perceptions

Is the world against me or have you just managed to
Cloud my thoughts and perceptions into the darkest hue
What the hell is going on, I can’t remember when
I’ve ever felt so broken and the walls keep caving in
Someday you’ll see that everything you do to me
Well, it means so much more
Than you could ever make up for
Am I going crazy or am I just now aware
Of what it’s like to lose more than I ever knew I had
Someday you’ll see that everything you do to me
Well, it means so much more
Than you could ever make up for
‘Cause every time I close my eyes
The darkness is a lot like what I find
When I have to live under the disguise
That all is well and I’m just fucking fine
How long can I expect to live a life I don’t accept
And how long will you keep me in
The dark, can you hear me screaming out
Well it’s over now
I’m done ignoring, fighting, trying to hide away
From feeling like I never meant a goddamn thing at all
Someday you’ll see that everything you do to me
Well, it means so much more
Than you could ever make up for
‘Cause every time I close my eyes
The darkness is a lot like what I find
When I have to live under the disguise
That all is well and I’m just fucking fine
I’m just fucking fine