Never Meant To

I never meant to do you harm, I was wrong
Everything I should have done
Every note I should have sung
Rest in little baskets in a ring about my head
Everything I did was wrong, everything I said was wrong
I say I don’t mind the failure but I’m lying
Everything I see is red, everything is bloody dead
And I don’t have to tell you that I’m dying
I never meant to lie, never meant to harm
Well, once or twice, I meant to
I never wanted this, never meant to hit
Well, once or twice, I meant to
Every way I’ve ever failed
Every hope that I’ve impaled
Rest in little baskets in a ring around my head
Every word I could have spoken
Every promise I have broken
Rot in little baskets in a ring around my head
Singing fast… I’m guilty
Sinking fast… Crucify me
Sinking fast… It’s what you want
Sinking… Everything is dead