Lost Year

In my lost year I kept my options open
With a held fear
A grief without the pain
It takes a life to stay
Or an hour to sail away from you
In my lost year I found that I had nothing left at all
In my lost mind the darkness was my shelter
I could gaze blind at what should make me go
But while it shielded me
There was so much more to be and feel
In my lost mind I found that I had nothing left at all
Say that you know and tell me you see
All that I’ve been and what I can be
Find us a way, no matter the cost
Love me today thought life is an endless moment lost
In my lost life forgot to say I loved you
With a dull knife I cut against our tie
And though I longed for you
There was nothing I could do to change
In my lost life I found that I had nothing left at all
It takes a life to stay
Or an hour to sail away from you
In my lost year I found that I had nothing left at all