Fix This

Yo you’re so caught up in your own shit
You ain’t seen me slipping away
Every time I speak up and say I need love
You act like you can’t give it to me
You’re treating me so differently
You say sorry I accept so forgiving of me
Were you always like this?
Maybe I was blinded
And now I’m beginning to see
You only miss me when you’re bored
Most of the time I’m ignored
When you started this before the arguments
Before you started acting like I narcissist
I feel like you disrespected our connection
I ain’t ever beg anyone for affection
You’re inconsistent your lies persisted
I wish you had tried to fix this
Taariyan de loy loy
Peedan nu toye toye
Yaadan vich khoye khoye (swept up in memories)
Ha das ja ki karran (tell me what should I do)
Sohneya tutt gai yaari yaari yaari (My love our bond is broken)
Tere picche bhul gai saari saari duniya saari (I've forgotten the world for you)
Ha bharrya akhan’ch paani, paani paani (my eyes are filled with tears)
Sohneya tutt gai yaari, yaari yaari (My love our bond is broken)
Sohneya tutt gai yaari (My love our bond is broken)
I don’t need you that’s what I tell myself
Giving silent treatment but that seldom helps
Tryna clear my mind and cut you off
You make a little effort and I brush you off
Cos I’m still hurting, still searching
Tryna find you… the real person
I feel certain I’ve built you up to be someone you’re not
And I deserve more than what I’ve got from you
It’s been a half-hearted, heart full of darkness
Given you so many chances still I can’t part with you
Why am I drawn to you?
Is it self-sabotage cos you’ve more than proved you don’t care
So neither should I
All I ever wanted you to give me was your time
If anyone asks I tell em mind their business
I wish I could fix this
Taariyan de loy loy
Peedan nu toye toye
Yaadan vich khoye khoye (swept up in memories)
Ha das ja ki karran (tell me what should I do)
Sohneya tutt gai yaari yaari yaari (My love our bond is broken)
Tere picche bhul gai saari saari duniya saari (I've forgotten the world for you)
Chann vi guvaah eh sajna (The moon is also a witness)
Eh si gunaah kismat da (This was the result of fate)
Hatthan diya leeka’n vich ve likheya bas milna pal da (The lines of our hands
say this would happen)
Sohneya tutt gai yaari (My love our bond is broken)