Emptiness

Every single day over the last few years has been tough
I don’t want to say it, but I’ve really had enough
Everything’s too much and it keeps eating me up
I don’t know how to do this, I just keep fucking up
I look in the mirror and I hate what I see
A fat mother fucker that does nothing but eat
Because he’s so depressed and he is more than weak
I hate him, myself, I see why he’s called a freak
I fucking hate myself because I lose my friends
When they talk to me, I don’t talk to them
But I can’t help the fact I want my life to end
And I don’t want you round when I go ‘round the bend
‘Cause I will say some shit that I don’t mean to say
When I get pissed off, I just want you to go away
That ain’t a dig at you though, I promise
I just need some time alone to get my head straight
All I feel inside is this emptiness
And it won’t go away (it won’t go)
It won’t go away (no it won’t go away)
All I feel inside is this emptiness
And it won’t go away (it won’t go)
It won’t go away (no it won’t go away)
When I’m alone in my head, I get lost in my thoughts
Thinking how life could be better without me in the plot
Let my family live a happy life without me around
And forget the negativity that follows me around
Like a lost dog, never leaves my damn side
I just want this thing gone and out my damn sight
And out my damn mind and out my damn life
But I hide my depression by telling people I’m alright
When it’s just eating me alive, but I don’t know what to do
‘Cause at times, I feel I don’t have anyone to turn to
I feel like no one knows what I feel, too
I don’t know why I put myself through
All of the shit that I keep thinking about
Like will I go the right way, or take the wrong route
It’s a constant fucking battle ‘cause I’m riddled with doubt
If I decide to stay, I need another way out
All I feel inside is this emptiness
And it won’t go away (it won’t go)
It won’t go away (no it won’t go away)
All I feel inside is this emptiness
And it won’t go away (it won’t go)
It won’t go away (no it won’t go away)
All I feel inside is this emptiness
And it won’t go away (it won’t go)
It won’t go away (no it won’t go away)
All I feel inside is this emptiness
And it won’t go away (it won’t go)
It won’t go away (no it won’t go away)