Not So Hard

It’s not so hard
And it’s not very easy
To chew you til' I’m dizzy, so hard
It’s not so far
And it’s far from too close
You get closer — she goes, so far
Don’t you feel it
Use your bit of fantasy
Instead of fucking using me, feel it
I guess I have to go
Your words — they hurt me so
Don’t you ever try me
Don’t ever get me
Don’t you ever need me
Don’t ever love me
Got bad feelin'
It’s coming to the end
And I don’t understand, bad feelin'
Got bad feelin'
You crucified my Jesus
He loves and saves and feed us, Jesus
Let me get lost
Now you’re the one I wanna hate
It’s not so hard but it’s too late
I guess I have to go
Your words — they hurt me so