I'm So Lost Without You

It didn’t matter what time of the year it was
Her feet were always wet when she came in from outside
And she always shivered
She saw her breath in the air when no one else could
And she saw the thin sheet of ice that coated the world
She looked at her reflection in the icicles
That hung down from tree boughs and house eaves
Her nose and cheeks were always red
Flushed from the cold
She built a little snow fort around her heart
And then hid
I just wish that you’re here
'Cause I’m so lost without you
I wish I’m better for you
'Cause this time I really need you
I’m trapped inside my mind again
I push everyone away again
This happens time and time again
You’re tired to see this fall again
I’m sorry
I let you down
I know that
You hate me now
I’m sorry
I let you down
I know that
You hate me now
I just wish that you’re here
'Cause I’m so lost without you
I wish I’m better for you
'Cause this time I really need you