Living Decomposition

Sentenced to a motionless existence
Grieving on a comatose state endlessly
Revolting and pathetic being without any perception
But my mind is still lucid
Paralyzed languishing in complete atrophy
I have mouth but I cannot scream
Bodily covered with decubitus plagues
Abandoned to degrade
Surrounded in disgust with insects and flies
They crawl on me
I can feel then, my wounds are pulsating
Whole invade by grubs
Devouring from within
Consumed rupturing innards
In bloated organ lacerations breeding
Limbs are crashing and releasing all the body fluids
Gastric juices’re erupting from my stomach
Gastric juices’re erupting!
I’m self-digesting from within
Agonizing but still breathing I will wait my end
Wallowing in my grief
My last hope is to get killed rapidly
My mortal blow is so
So extremely close death is well accepted
Breaking up my pitable existence