Devastation

Am I gonna get to know you
Or is this just devastation?
I could fuck you in a coffin
Or on a table
As long as it wouldn’t break
Is this just the coffee wakin' me up?
Shooting to my cotton brain
I try to work, I try to live it up
Always one hand
Was reaching out
So throw me a lifeline
I’m under the table
Just do what you want to
Am I sleeping? Am I waking up?
Was I dreaming
Of the way we were?
Let me in, you let me walk with you
Telling me stories
In the places you were
Turn the idle night, you show me the lights
In your hometown
Down by the seashore
If it’s good, then why am I breakin' it up?
Comin' to pieces
All over you again
So throw me a lifeline
'Cause I’m in the water
Just do what you want to
And I don’t know what to do
And I don’t know what to say
Givin' it up for you, yeah, yeah
And I can’t trust myself
No, I can’t trust myself
Don’t wanna make any dumb decisions
But I don’t trust myself
No, I don’t trust myself
Givin' it up isn’t gonna be easy
And I don’t trust myself
No, I don’t trust myself
I don’t tr-tr-trust myself
Tr-tr-trust myself
Just do what you want to