Discovery

Yeah I’ve been let down way too many times
Yeah it’s hard to smile when you can’t sleep at night
I’m not lying when I say I’m trying
Life’s on a click track I can’t rewind
It won’t slow down I’ve been in a rut
Ever since the day that I grew up
I was way too young now I’m not enough
All the abuse just fucked me up
And no I’m not talking about me
I’m talkin bout my family I’ve witnessed so much pain so much grief
I wipe my eyes and grit my teeth
Why would you let that in your life
I just don’t understand it
This home it feels so abandoned
I feel I’m on a different planet
Can’t stand it
I’m in the background
Tear my face from the walls now I’m blacked out
Don’t act out
What’s wrong with that now
I’m all alone
Ys you know it’s a funny fact how
You still doubt about my past
Well this shits been real so don’t think too fast
It won’t last
I need somebody to ract to me cause I’ve been through these tragedies
I’m just tired of all the seasons passing me
When will you wake up stop staring at yourself
I know you’re all alone and you’re scared to get help
But just realize that this time you’re all you have so strap on the belt
Pick up the pieces
Get it together
You can make it through this torrential weather
Drop of an ocean but as light as a feather
These dreams don’t have to be yours forever
I know you’re scared
If you can just guide yourself you’ll find the tear and
Am finding hope that maybe one day you’ll learn and grow
Grow into another person one that one quit and finds a purpose
Keep on saying I don’t deserve this someone loves you just find who’s worth it
All this time I’ve been righting my wrongs throw away the pain and keep it calm
Bottled inside I’m a ticking bomb that’s why I write every line in this song and
I’m in the background
Tear my face from the walls now I’m blacked out
Don’t act out
What’s wrong with that now
I’m all alone
Yes you know it’s a funny fact how
You still doubt about my past
Well this shits been real so don’t think too fast
It won’t last
I need somebody to react to me cause I’ve been through these tragedies
I’m just tired of all the seasons passing me