Built For

You were right
I gave away my only out
It’s a trouble that I keep close to my chest
But I still feel it all the same
But I still feel it all the same
I swear I’m not this stark
But I’ve never been one with words in my mouth
It’s a good thing I’m a decade away from that day
Because I can’t hold myself up
Barely make it through a day
You can’t hear the crickets sing like you did when you were my age
You’re in the ground now I know
I’m begging on your bones to bring me order, accords
I’ve been in the grind since then
It’s a good thing I’m a decade away from that day
Because I can’t hold myself up
Barely make it through these days
I said it to you and I’ll say it again
I lost more than a best friend
I lost my blood
I lost everything with you
The day you died I wish I said those words that I could never find