Pain Becomes Me

All this time I"ve been dreaming of it All this time it"s been haunting in my head
Tempting me, inviting me to fall asleep in its arms
To fall from grace, to breathe its every-dimming dusk
Through my eyes you could see the hurt I crave
Through my eyes you"d see there"s nothing left to save
I heard you said: «There"s a light up ahead»,
but I am heading towards a dead end
I just can"t say no,
I just can"t let go for it"s got me bent
I crave therefore I am and that is all I ever feel
I hope you"d understand…
One love, one pain, one enemy
I toast to misery as I dig into the devil"s bone
And for eternity the pain becomes me and won"t leave me alone
Leave me alone