Bedhead

I woke up with a voice in my head
Think I knew what was wrong
Try to make, make my way out of bed
Trouble
I woke up, felt like I never slept
No one knew what was wrong
Toxic thoughts taking over my head
Every day felt way too long
It’s not alright
I’m lost in the fight
I’ve never been around for you
Try to hide
the light
Be there if you wanted to
You know I want it bad
Try to be like the other ones
Feeling like a wreck
And just so it slipped away from me
it’s so hard to tell
There’s so much distance in between
I’m feeling worse than I ever felt
But you seem to have forgotten me
I wake up feeling I wanna sleep
I’ve lost all hope for a change
tears streaming down my cheek
Luck feels like it’s far out of range
It’s not alright
I’m lost in the fight
I’ve never been around for you
Try to hide
the light
Be there if you wanted to
You know I want it bad
Try to be like the other ones
Feeling like a wreck
And just so it slipped away from me
I know I’ve lost
It’s hard to find a way to deal
But everything I said
true
It’s not alright
I’m lost in the fight
I’ve never been around for you
Try to hide
the light
Be there if you wanted to
But I want you to
I want you to