Where I Rest

I make this life
I pay the price
My life is made of nonsense
I wait till night
I’m never right
I isolate my concepts
Vice tight
Never safe but I cannot complain (I cannot complain)
But when I see your name
Know I put that shit in vein
And then now picture this
The arguments are limitless
Envision this
I’m given all this bullshit
But don’t know how to forgive it out
Thinking about throwing in the towel everyday
Fuck the power and the fame
I just wanna feel humane
But I’m dead from the surface
From the surface I looked tamed
And I’m never entertained
Cause there is no sunny days in my mind
Nope, there is only rain
And I can see you leaving, leaving
Leaving through the windowpane
And now you’re gone
I can’t contain
I’m feeling so insane
But you made me this way
You made me this way, yeah
I got my suture
Got my suit for when I pass away
Nothing to lose
I’m so amused to all the average pain
And I’m immune to all the bullshit that you have to say
I’m stuck in doom, so my tomb is where I’d rather stay
And where I lay is where I rest
Where I rest in peace
You seeing more of him and more of him
And less of me
I’m in this world where I feel there is no destiny
My life is crashing
Now I’m asking what is left for me
And where I lay is where I rest
Where I rest in peace
You seeing more of him and more of him
And less of me
I’m in this world where I feel there is no destiny
My life is crashing
Now I’m asking what is left for me