No Direction

A buncha acid with blunt ashes, I’m passin' out
Without a doubt I’m way too trapped, I cannot get out
See I’ve been waiting, I been wasting all my fucking time
Just for you to tell me that I’m not the one
When you said it to my face, bitch it hit my soul
But I will never ever ever lose my self control (Self control)
Yes this place that I’ve been staying has been so cold (So cold)
I don’t really know where I wanna go (I don’t know)
I feel like nothing, so alone at the function
I’m always running from something
I don’t know what the fuck I’m running from
But I’m running from it
I run in, fuck it up and become it
To sum it up I’m on top of a summit
I jump in and plummet right to my death
Cause life is nothing but stress
And repercussions like by the dozen
Them looks with some judgement
But it’s like fuck their assumption
I had to move it, had to move it
Let’s make a movie, you knew this
I am only human, I cannot do this
And honestly the truth is
Honestly the truth is I feel so fucking useless
I’m stuck in repetition
I’m always quick to envision
A different life that I’m living
I’m never quick with decisions
Go ghost for a minute
I never feel like I’m finished
Emotions start to diminish
Get the picture, the image
I’m always pushed to a limit
I’m fucking sick of this gimmick
And this shit when I spit it
Y’all probably don’t even listen
When all this friction has ‘em been bringing out the fiction that’s hidden
Cause everybody feins they just wanna get they fixin'