Open Letter

It could all be so simple
But simple would be strange
I’m searching for your soul
And all I found were empty remains
A vision of you
Someone I once knew (uh)
Now my hearts out of blood
And my spirit is blue
(I guess that I’m numb)
This feeling ain’t new
(I told myself last time)
That I was through
(But there’s so much pleasure)
In the pain you give
(I'm a sucker to the feel of)
Not knowing how to live
(My pride doesn’t know how to be)
Put aside
(So forever, I’m down, baby)
I’m yours to ride
(But the voice in the back of my brain)
Says «No»
(And my body doesn’t know how it)
Feels to let go so
I’ma light a cigarette
I hope that I feel better
I’ma write a song for you
Hope you like my open letter
I’ma light a cigarette
I hope that I feel better
And I’ma write a song for you
Hope you like my open letter
I’m searching for a sign
A glimmer of hope
Sometimes, you’re so good
You’re like a dealer of dope
I know I shouldn’t fight
All these ill fated feelings, yeah
But the problem is
I don’t know what this feel is
(You mess me all up)
Whenever I’m fine
(The times I can see you)
You make me feel blind
(I'm looking at the vision)
You’ve given to me
(I'm tired of being tricked)
Like you’re make believe
(And these four walls)
Seem to be closing in
(Tossed in a padded room)
Of emotional zen
(I'm looking for a chance to)
Feel a release
(It's just so damn hard)
To be at war with peace
So