Things Should Be Good, I Tell Myself

Bad news continues
Guess that’s the deal
Happiness is what I feel
Before things go
Right to the shitter
Y’know I’m a quitter
Even now I’m surprised
That I’m never surprised
What I need is inner stillness
Outer movement
I can’t do it
Under the sky
I’m like a wraith or a phantasm
Still interpret sincerity as sarcasm
~sigh~
Afraid to be happy
Happy to be sad
I’ll eclipse the world
With my sighing and I’m glad
Not possible to be honest
When you’re already lying
Well yeah you know whatever
Things should b good
I tell myself
Bad news continus
Just tell me how to heal
Bad news continues
Just tell me how to feel
Afraid to be happy
Happy to be sad
I’ll eclipse the world
With my sighing and I’m glad
Not possible to be honest
When you’re already lying
Well yeah you know whatever
Things should be good by now
(Goodbye now)