The Hard Way

Fill my head with things that you want there
Blind my eyes so I can barely see
Take control and live my life for me
So afraid that I might have ideas
On what I miss and what life really is
Down the road I will be on my own
Sheltered life, the only thing I know
Get on with it, you’ll forget what life is about
You will regret what you did if you wake up
Too much for me to forgive, you fucked me up
Tonight for you to, I’ve had enough
Father please, I wanna live my life
The way I see it keeps me satisfied
All this time you could have helped me out
By showing me what life is all about
In waking up, I slowly make my way
I go to work, I make it everyday
Trouble when I have to interact
Use up words and social skills I’ve lacked
Doing fine when I am left alone
I had my day and made my way back home
Night rolls in and as I crawl in bed
I still remember everything you said
Get outta hear, I don’t care if you live alone
I never make a mistake
You’re everything that I’m not, you only lack
If only I had a chance, I’d set you back
, you said it’s in my eyes
I do not need you standing by my side
What you’ve done to me, I can’t forgive
I’ll live my life the way I want to live
Years go by since I’ve been on my own
I’m doing what I left your home
Things you could’ve taught me yesterday
I’m learning everything the hard way, the hard way