NOT PROUD

I’m not proud of what I did to you
Not proud of what I did to you
Youre worth more than what I meant to you
You don’t need
You don’t deserve
To
Think I feel it’s a W when it’s an L
Awwwwww
Think I enjoyed all the love when you fell
Nawwwwww
If you wonder where it got me know it’s hell
Though it prolly don’t help
When nobody can tell
Can’t really pay without knowing the cost
Just don’t let regrets be not giving your all
You were always better than the old me
Can’t let you go witout tellin you he told me
And I gotta live with the choice
Been listening to the part of your heart that I took
Now I gotta give it a voice
I feel like I live in the void
I created inside of you
I was the one you confided to, Whoa
Should be on side of you
Said I would die for you
And I know you felt that Lie to your soul
Just so you know
She wasn’t better at anything
You had that heavenly energy
No‚ it ain’t fair
Cuz if you had chose him to me
I would’ve prolly shown empathy
Now it’s your fault‚ you’re too good
Move the mark‚ Where you stood
I wouldn’t start, Like you could
Should’ve played my part, Like you would
Don’t know how I thought I was worth it
Creepin? what i got is perfect
Living i guess I’m still learning
Learning to the live with the burden
Don’t know how I thought I was worth it
Creepin? what i got is perfect
Living i guess I’m still learning
Learning to the live with the burden
I’m not proud of what I did to you
Not proud of what I did to you
Youre worth more than what I meant to you
You don’t need
You don’t deserve
To
Think I feel it’s a W when it’s an L
Awwwwww
Think I enjoyed all the love when you fell
Nawwwwww
If you wonder where it got me know it’s hell
Though it prolly don’t help
When nobody can tell
Can’t really pay without knowing the cost
Just don’t let regrets be not giving your all
You were always better than the old me
Can’t let you go without tellin you he told me
No‚ I can’t let you go
Can’t let you go
I’ve been blowing on this smoke
Blowing on this smoke
And some girls been around
I been fuckin round with plenty of em
Nah I dont really fuck wit many of em
Nah I dont really fuck wit any of em
Nah, And I’m not proud of what I did
Told you time and time again
I’m not proud of none of this, nah
I’m not too proud to call again
And I’m not trying to call it quits
At least I call it how it is
Blowing off steam‚ I been blowing a little bit of steam huh
Doing your thing, you been out here doing your thing huh
I’ma be good, but not as good without my queen around
I’m not proud of what I did to you
Not proud of what I did to you
Youre worth more than what I meant to you
You don’t need
You don’t deserve
To
Think I feel it’s a W when it’s an L
Awwwwww
Think I enjoyed all the love when you fell
Nawwwwww
If you wonder where it got me know it’s hell
Though it prolly don’t help
When nobody can tell
Can’t really pay without knowing the cost
Just don’t let regrets be not giving your all
You were always better than the old me
Can’t let you go witout tellin you he told me