Zach's Ballad

I don’t really wanna talk about what’s on my mind
Can you tell me all the little things I can’t define?
Like where were you last summer? And all through December?
Can’t I remember anything but the golden times?
Maybe I’ll find some peace of mind
Maybe I won’t, maybe I won’t
Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you’re not around
Sometimes I still think about it
Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I’m drowning out
Forget about it, can’t compensate no more
Maybe I stop questioning the meaning
You’d ask me what is real and
Maybe where my heads been
But back in the day, I, remember my face
I, romanticize the feeling
Bottle up the reasons, I think I could make it
Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why you’re not around
Sometimes I still think about it
Ooh, sometimes I still feel like I’m drowning out
Forget about it, can’t compensate no more
I’m closing my eyes
Ask if I’m alive
No, I’m just tired and can’t fall asleep
I’m really just fine
But I’ve realized
I can’t rely on you anymore