Forgiveness Is Wrong

Self-condemnation is all that I know
Self-flagellation feels like home
I hate myself so much
I wanna end it
Looking for some ways to numb this growing shame
Disgusted at what I’ve become, tighten my chains
Forgiveness is something I’ll believe
Once I feel free
Help me accept the grace you give
Help me reject this pain I love
I’ve been on the wrong path for so long
I tell myself forgiveness is wrong
Forgiveness is wrong
Mayb I should be more sanctified by this point
All I want is for thm to anoint
My head, but I’ll still feel so dead
Maybe I just need to scrap
The religiosity crushing my back
I got so comfortable with prostration
That I missed salvation
Help me accept the grace you give
Help me reject this pain I love
I’ve been on the wrong path for so long
I tell myself forgiveness is wrong
Forgiveness is wrong