No Matter What

And I breathe the air destined for somebody else who can hold a conversation.
I guess i’m scared to tell you what I’ve been thinking.
I’ve got a million ways to doubt myself,
and a violent wish I was someone else —
but I just like the thought that you might need me like I need you.
No matter what we do tonight,
nothing between us will ever feel right again.
Oh, god damn does it get old when you’re trying to move on
without spending time alone.
What a beautiful exchange to break each other’s hearts
without saying anything.
No matter what we do tonight,
nothing between us will ever feel right again.
No matter what we do tonight,
nothing between us will ever feel right again.
And I breathe the air destined for somebody else
who can hold a conversation.
I guess i’m scared to tell you what I’ve been thinking
because you are the drugs that I do now.
You light me up just to put me out.
But somehow, you’re still flowing through my veins.
No matter what we do tonight,
nothing between us will ever feel right again.