In Windows

I should go
outside this window
(I don’t know)
these days
I don’t know
(always)
I don’t remember
(don't seem to care)
windows
waiting for the rain
our eyes betray the pain
in windows, we wait for rain
we should go
outside our windows
(we don’t know)
most days
we don’t know
(always)
we don’t remember
windows
waiting for the rain
we cannot hide the pain
in windows, we wait for rain
windows
shadowed by the rain
we live behind the pain
in windows
we watch and we wait
(we don’t go)
we step back inward
(inward)
windows
waiting for the rain
reveal all that remains
in windows, we wait for rain
windows
shadowed by the rain
reflect our self-disdain
in windows
windows
(we hind behind)
our windows
(we wait in)
windows
(windows)