Polaroid

If medicine’s my escape, then how will I make my way back home?
Past is a dead friend, missing my dead end phone calls
Put a gun to my head, one shot, it’s the end
I could run
Throw myself to the wolves and dance on hot coals
But I won’t
I’ll save myself for you
I’ll stay in the car, I’ll stay where you are
All I ask of you is to love you more than I do
I can be a soldier now
Polaroid on the wall, waiting to fall
But until then
I’ll cling to the tape, just for your sake
My darlin'
I want this for us, I want this for me, for life
One skinny finger and one ring for her
Be my wife
I’ll save myself for you
I’ll stay in the car, I’ll stay where you are
All I ask of you is to love you more than I do
'Cause death won’t find us anyway
«That's unrealistic», you say
Well if death will find us anyway, darlin'
I might as well stay
I’ll save myself for you
I’ll stay in the car, I’ll stay where you are
All I ask of you is to love you more than I do
I can be a soldier now
Civil war in my head, civil war till I’m dead
But I’m breathing
My hands are like roots, they’re clinging to you
I ain’t leaving
I can be a soldier now
I can be a soldier now