Ashamed

Don’t understand why I’m here again this ain’t what I asked for
Thought I was free but I ended up running into a glass door
Don’t wanna break glass so I ended up going to do it once more
They say what, what you doing
They say what, what you say
They say that there’s no point in causing yourself unnecessary pain
But isn’t it ironic, I do it every day
Some bones are broken easily
I didn’t want to do it, no
But I did it anyway
I didn’t want to do it, no
Now it’s hard for me to pray
I didn’t want to (ohhh) do it no
But I did it anyway
I didn’t want to do it
Now it’s hard for me to pray
(Post-Chorus)
So A-Ashamed
So A-Ashamed
Why am I feeling so numb
It felt like I’m pushing my luck
If the sky cracks at the wrong second, I know exactly where I will end up
I need to be better I need to try harder
But we all know that ain’t gonna happen
So I need a savior, someone that is greater
Cause I can not break this pattern
No no no no no no not on my own
And if I don’t change what will happen, happen to my soul
Ohh ahhh
I didn’t want to do it, no
But I did it anyway
I didn’t want to do it, no
Now it’s hard for me to pray
I didn’t want to (ohhh) do it no
But I did it anyway
I didn’t want to do it
Now it’s hard for me to pray